Songfic - Misguided Ghosts - Ludwig

WARNING SAD AND STUFF! I'm sorry if its too sad, but!!!!! POOR LUDDY!

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I'm going away for a while
But I'll be back
Don't try to follow me
'Cause I'll return as soon as possible
See, I'm trying to find my place
But it might not be here where I feel safe

I stood at the door to ____'s house; I couldn't bear to tell her that I was leaving. What was I supposed to do? I tapped on the door slightly. _____ Answered with a smile before she hugged me. I couldn't help but blush. I had to tell her, I couldn't just leave her without saying it…


we all learn to make mistakes
and run from them, from them
with no direction
we'll run from them, from them
with no conviction

I have been away from ___ for around 4 months now. It's almost unbearable. I constantly think of what life would have been between us if I hadn't of left. I doubt I could have told her how much I cared…. I regret not telling her then… What if I die?

'Cause I'm just one of those ghosts
Travelin' endlessly
Don't need no roads
In fact, they follow me
And we just go in circles

I managed to get lost today. I have no clue where I am, this land is so foreign. I'm sick and tired and worst of all I'm bleeding heavily, but I must continue walking, I have to make it back to ____ no matter how far I must walk. I have to live, for her.

And now I'm told that this is life
That pain is just a simple compromise
So we can get what we want out of it

I found a way to get back home to her. I'm making my way back slowly. I hope she remembers me, it's been 2 years. I haven't changed much, my hair has gotten a little shaggy, and I hope ____ doesn't mind…

Would someone care to classify?
Our broken hearts and twisted minds
So I can find someone to rely on
And run to them, to them
Full speed ahead
Oh, you are not useless
We are just…

I made it to ___'s door; I knock lightly on the door. She's just as beautiful as I remembered, her (colour) eyes, still shimmer with the same happiness as they had when I left. She embraces me tightly and I don't hesitate to hug her back this time. I missed her so much.

Misguided ghosts
Travelin' endlessly
The ones we trusted the most
Pushed us far away
And there's no one road
We should not be the same
But I'm just a ghost
And still they echo me
They echo me in circles

"I missed you Ludwig." She cried into my shoulder… I didn't know how to react…
"Ich liebe dich ____! Ich liebe dich, so much… I'm sorry I left… I am sorry I wasn't here for you!" I cried, I was in so much pain but I didn't care, I missed her so much! She held me tightly and I stroked her softly telling her everything that happened and that after 3 years I never stopped loving her. She said she loved me back and for that I was grateful. I'm glad she remembers me….